Fuck.

Alright, so not much is new, same shit different day.

Just a second ago, i took a peak into someones life that i left, regrettably, almost 2 years ago. And i feel like shit, i feel empty, i feel like the worlds biggest cunt... But most of all i feel jealous. I want what she has, even tho she was talking about change in her life and her problems, i want the ability to even consider those kinds of things in my life...

This is kinda making me think i need to change. Im going to change. And it starts now.. No more shit, fucking around, time to get myself into gear and work my shit out.

<3 waiting.... :/


FtW.