Alright.

Fuck

I'm so bored and its not because there is nothing to do, its because i have too much on my mind to do anything long enough to grab my concentration. It sucks so hard!

I have been listing to this song that reminds me of one particular girl, and its got me thinking, in a bad way, about the last few years. What am i going to do next year, i am going to be so lost and all my friends are doing different stuff, some are even leaving to country. I just wrote out a whole paragraph of what i wanted, and what i didn't want, but i deleted it because rather then dwell on what i wont have i'm going to just make the most of what i do have. I'm going to enjoy the time i have and make it last as long as possible. Thats all that matters.

On another note, i have spent the majority of my weekend in bed, and it was lazy to say the least. I will miss it this week...  I have been thinking about the coming weekend, and i can say its going to be awesome! :) I have a dress up party on sat night i think and i need costume ideas... Its a rich and famous theme. Please let me know if you have any good/practical ideas.

I want some awesome photos to put on this page, its annoying me how dull it is too look at, but i'm not cool enough to know where to look for any pictures. :/


"You brighten my life, like a polystyrene hat, but it melts in the sun like life without love, and i have waited for you, so i keep holding on, without you."

FtW