An overwhelming sensation that i am in over my head. That i am meant to be doing something.. not physically but more like... socially and emotionally.
I don't even know. Sometimes i try and it pays off, other times i try and it just ends in disappointment.. And i am sure that if you read this, then you will know the feeling and it will feel like the same old bullshit that everyone talks about, especially now around exam time. but when i started to write this, it wasn't with the intention of exams in mind. It was more to do with people and how fucked up 'we' are. I know, its the pot calling the kettle black, but its just something that i can not shake. its something that's been bugging me for ages and i cant seem to understand it..
'Soon we'll be found.'
Let's fucking hope so, i'm sick of being alone.
Isn't an amazing feeling when you relies something that you thought was so utterly different and unique was copied from something else. Poor Sia.
FtW
Again, I know this feeling all too well. It's been my companion for years.
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