Never Happened.

Truth is, i'm happy. I'm happy the same way i was happy this time last year, and i am happy the same way i was this time last night. Which isn't very happy at all. And there are only a few things that are keeping me going. One of which i find myself saying more and more every day is " If it wasn't for me, there wouldn't be him " And i guess its both good and bad. Good in a sense that someone else is happy due to the un-happiness i brought to them. Bad that, that's what it has taken to make them happy.

God damn, i am so sad. I blame it all on Sunday Night Depression.

Whats ahead of me this week? Well lets see, i have work.. which isn't too bad now. i just wish i was working with my mates. I have tafe on Wednesday, which i always hate, but when i get there its not that bad. I have another Saturday night, on which everyone of my friends will be going out to drink on the town, and myself, the under-ager, will have to just hang with myself. Cool!

As you can see, my life is full of amazing and exciting things at the moment, and to top it all off, the infamous 'Cute girl' is yet to arrive on the scene. So.. it looks like a grim week for myself and a lot of metal to be listened to.

I hope this is enough, dear stalker.

FtW

P.S - 2 is company, 3 is a crowd. 4 is just plain greedy.